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June 4th, 2006


08:13 pm - Brutally Honest
Alright, the brutally honest thing has exceeded the maximum number of comments, but go ahead and post whatever you think about me as comments. don't hold back; i'm a big boy

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October 6th, 2005


09:05 pm
Put an x if it applies to you
[] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I listen to political music.
[] I have collected comic books.
[] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I watch the news.

[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3.
[x] I curse regularly.


[] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[] I am a sports fanatic
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love Spam.
[] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I have a job
[] I love Martha Stewart.
[] I am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am sometimes self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[] I smoke a pack a day.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] i am really ticklish.
[] I've seen a therapist.
[] I love chocolate.
[x] I sometimes bite my nails.
[x] I play video games
[x] I watch cartoons.
[x] Gotten lost in my city (Harrisburg's a pain in the ass)
[x] Saw a shooting star
[] I had a serious surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas. (Does my yard count?)
[x] I have Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[] Been in a fist fight
[] Been arrested
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts. (Sorry about that, Wyatt)
[] Been to a casino
[] Been skydiving
[] Broken a bone.
[x] Skipped school
[x] Played spin the bottle
[x] Gotten stitches
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[] Bitten somebody nearly every day
[] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[] Crashed into a friend's car
[] Been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[] Been fired
[] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[] Stole something from your job
[x] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[x] had a crush on a teacher
[] Been married
[] Gotten divorced
[] Saw someone die
[] Been to Africa
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[x] Been to Canada
[x] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Thrown up in a bar
[x] Eaten Sushi
[x] Been snowboarding
[x] Been Skiing
[x] Been to a motor cross show
[] Lost a child
[x] Gone to college
[] Graduated college
[] Done hard drugs
[] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now
[x] Smoked a cigarette
[x] Smoked a cigar
[] Made out with a member of the same sex
[] Slept with a co-worker
[] Purposely set a part of myself on fire
[] Purposely hurt myself
[] Been in an abusive relationship
[] Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
[x] Made a snow angel
[] Had a tea party
[x] Flown a kite
[x] Built a sand castle
[] Gone puddle jumping after a football game
[x] Played dress up
[x] Jumped into a pile of leaves
[x] Gone sledding
[x] Cheated while playing a game
[x] Been lonely
[x] Fallen asleep at work/school
[x] Watched the sun set
[] Felt an earthquake
[x] Touched a snake
[x] Slept beneath the stars
[x] Been tickled
[x] misunderstood
[x] Won a contest
[x] Ran a red light
[] Been suspended from school
[] Been in a car accident
[x] Had braces
[] Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
[x] Had deja vu
[] kissed someone in the pouring rain
[] Hated the way you look
[] Pole danced
[x] Questioned your heart
[] Been obsessed with post-it notes
[] Squished barefoot through the mud
[x] Been lost
[x] Been to the opposite side of the country
[x] Swam in the ocean
[] Felt like dying
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[x] Played cops and robbers
[x] Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
[x] Sang karaoke
[x] Paid for a meal with only coins
[x] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] Made prank phone calls
[x] Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[x] Caught a snowflake on your tongue
[x] Danced in the rain
[x] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[x] Blown bubbles
[]Made a bonfire on the beach
[x] Crashed a party
[x] Gone rollerskating
[x] Had a wish come true
[] Worn pearls
[] Jumped off a bridge
[x] Screamed penis in public
[x] Screamed vagina in public
[] Ate dog/cat food
[x] Told a complete stranger you loved them!
[x] Kissed a mirror
[x] Sang in the shower
[] Had a dream that you married someone
[] Glued your hand to something
[] Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
[x] Kissed a fish
[x] Worn the opposite sex's clothes
[x] Sat on a roof top
[x] Screamed at the top of your lungs
[x] Done a one-handed cartwheel
[] Talked on the phone for more then 6 hours
[x] Stayed up all night
[] Didn’t take a shower for a week
[x] Climbed a tree
[x] Had a tree house
[] Are scared to watch scary movies
[] Worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
[x] Played chicken
[x] Was pushed/pushed someone into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
[x] Been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger
[x] Been easily amused
[] Caught a fish then ate it
[] Caught a butterfly
[x] Laughed so hard you cried
[] Cried so hard you laughed
[x] Had someone moon/flash you
[x] Cheated on a test
[x] Had a Britney Spears CD
[x] Forgotten someone’s name
[] French braided someone’s hair
[] Grown a beard

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August 23rd, 2005


05:27 pm - Hey...
Alright, I'm giving this another try. I've changed a lot from the beginning of last year to the beginning of this year, so I'm going to try to start my LiveJournal again. Reading my journal must have been so boring and annoying, I'll try to make it better now. Over the summer-Germany, tennis camp.
Germany was amazing. Who can say that he spent a week in a foreign country with all of his best friends, and friends he didn't know so well but got to know a little better because of the circumstances, where drinking was legal? Haha. The music we played wasn't that good, but the interaction with the kids from the school was amazing. I think Torsten, my host brother, was one of the coolest Germans. I can say, without a doubt, though, that he drank more then everyone else combined. He was hillarious.
Tennis camp was fun too. All of the counselors were really cool, but I don't think Marty Coyne is going to hire me next year...haha. Use your imaginations.

Scehdule for this year: Amazing.
1st - AP Biology, Mrs. Toth
2nd - Music Theory, Mr. Gutwein
3rd - AP Literature and Composition, Dr. March
4th - AP Calculus AB, Mrs. Sanders
5th - AP Spanish (IV), Sr. Luckenbaugh
6th - Literature and Spirituality, Dr. March
7th & 8th - Free
9th - Days 1 & 5 - AP Biology, Days 2 & 4 - Gym (I'm exempt because I'm the girls' tennis coach), Day 3 - AP Spanish, Day 6 - Public Speaking (Oh God).
I can pretty much leave after 6th period on days 1 and 4. I'm pretty much looking foward to that.

Summer Reading - Have finished everthing except for The God of Small Things. I'm about 60 pages into it. Not bad considering there are only about 310 pages total. It's picking up since the first chapter, so I will probably finish it in 2 or 3 days. After I complete that assignment, I have to write a general overview of the three AP books and the two Lit and Spir books. Then do the calc packet. Then I'm DONE!
-Ryan

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May 2nd, 2005


09:05 pm - Umm
Well, I'm deciding to kill my livejournal because it's gotten me in more trouble that it has helped me out of. If I can't write about what's going on in my life without getting chewed out by someone, it's just not worth it, you know what I mean?
Toodles,
Ryan.

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March 27th, 2005


05:52 pm
Hey, what's happening? Nothing's new with me, except for the fact that I just got 9 detentions from el Dr. Banks. This is funny, becuase since I got them all at once, it really only counts as one detention. Therefore, it will not go on my record and I don't even get suspended, which would be a result of 4 detentions, I am pretty sure. Can you say overkill? Here's what heppened (it's all Max's fault, actually). It was a normal 5th period on November 19th, and Ryan was sitting in the library, using a computer, completely innocent, next to his friend, Max. Max, bored having already altered every setting on his computer, decided to look at the school's photo gallery. He stumbles across a certain picture, http://www.harrisburgacademy.org/aboutus/latestnews/life/~archive/OctNov/pages/freshman%20book%20007.htm , which when skillfully cropped, looks like, let's be honest with ourselves, Stephen Peterson is giving Banks a blowjob. Seriously, it does. (Doesn't Banks look like Satan in that picture?). Knowing that his friend will do something completely irresponsible with the picture, Max shows it to Ryan, telling him to crop it. Having nothing better to do and slightly amused by the picture, Ryan opened up Paint and cropped the picture perfectly, leaving no trace there was anything more to the picture. Because he wanted some credit, Ryan opened up the school's email system and emailed 9 of his friends with the picture. Most of the kids didn't even open the email. Keep in mind, this whole situation took place in NOVEMBER. NOVEMBER. Flash foward to March 11, 2005, the day before the SATs. After the first period of physics on a Day 3, Ryan, Tom, and Ted meandered into the new and sexified alcove where all the estrogen was. We hung out there for a while and then all decided to get sodas. We started walking down the hall, when all of the sudden Banks pops out from nowhere and in a very pissed off tone says, "Ryan, can I see you in my office?" Artfully, Ryan replies, "Now?" "Yes, Ryan, NOW." says el doctore in an even more pissed off tone of voice. After I started following Banks the other way, Ted and Tom started the usual, "OHHH!!!"s and "Busted!!!"s.
Part II- Into the office
Soo, I find myself in el doctore's office for the first time... ever. It's pretty creepy. At this point I honestly don't know what he needs to talk to me about, seeing as the incident was in November. So he's like, "As we know, there have been some problems this year regarding improper use of school email." I recall getting lots of emails from middle schoolers that were sent to the entire school, so I think he is referring to that. "Mrs. Meyer showed me a certain email you sent on November 19, with a subject of 'Banks is a molester'." Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkk.......................... and you can imagine where the conversation went from there. All I recall is talk of suspension, loss of network privelages, can't "Glorify" this experiance to my friends to make them think I'm cool, you know, stuff like that. Well, none of this really phased me, and so I walked back to AP Physics, looking foward to catching up on notes that I missed because of a certain meeting with el doctore. As soon as I turn the corner into Buckthal's room, everyone starts applauding. Even the good girls. So much for not glorifying the situation. Buckthal rushes to the door and closes it. As soon as he turns around, he says, "Ok, you HAVE to tell us what happened!" I turn around and look at the two assholes, ted and tom, who must have told the whole class about it. Psh, I would have told too. So whatever. I turn back to Buckthal, who has a huge-ass grin on his face, and just say, "Nine detentions." After letting the comment sink in for a little, the whole class dies. Well, that's my detention(s) story, and my parent's weren't too entirely pissed off about it.
Catch you later,
Ryan
(Leave me something to make me smile!)
Current Mood: artisticartistic
Current Music: Carly Simon- You're so Vain

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September 26th, 2004


01:12 pm - Watch out...
Max Friedman and the Heart-Breakers, commin' to an Academic Fair near you.

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June 6th, 2004


08:17 am
remember me? anyhow, i was thinking of titles for my history essay, and these are what i came up with.

-prodigious mobocracy, bereft of an appellation

and

-an unpropitious consecution of proceedings

DISCLAIMER ON MY ESSAY:
These rubrics are markedly obfuscatory, therefrom these monikers are unerring portraitures of the 20th century.


what do you think?

take that fissipatious tendencies.

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April 19th, 2004


07:07 pm
my favorites.
Mr. Crowley, what went on in your head
Mr. Crowley, did you talk with the dead
Your lifestyle to me seemed so tragic
With the thrill of it all
You fooled all the people with magick
You waited on Satan's call

Mr. Charming, did you think you were pure
Mr. Alarming, in nocturnal rapport
Uncovering things that were sacred manifest on this earth
Conceived in the eye of a secret
Yeah, they scattered the afterbirth - yeah!

Mr. Crowley, won't you ride my white horse
Mr. Crowley, it's symbolic of course
Approaching a time that is classic
I hear maidens call
Approaching a time that is drastic
Standing with their backs to the wall

Was it polemically sent
I wanna know what you meant
I wanna know
I wanna know what you meant, yeah!
____________________________________________________________________
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
________________________________________________________
Staring out of my window
Watching the cars go rolling by
My friends are gone
I've got nothing to do
So I sit here patiently
Watching the clock tick so slowly
Gotta get away
Or my brains will explode

Give me something to do to kill some time
Take me to that place that I call home
Take away the strains of being lonely
Take me to the tracks at Christie Road

See the hills from afar
Standing on my beat up car
The sun went down and the night fills the sky
Now I feel like me once again
As the train comes rolling in
Smoked my boredom gone
Slapped my brains up so high

Mother stay out of my way of that place we go
We'll always seem to find our way to Christie Road

If there's one thing that I need that makes me feel complete
So I go to Christie Road
It's home...
____________________________________________________________________
I?ve got a bad disease
From my brain is where I bleed
Insanity it seems
Has got me by my soul to squeeze

Well all the love from me
With all the dying trees I scream
The angels in my dream, yeah
They turn to demons of greed
That?s me

Where I go I just don't know
I?ve got to, got to, gotta take it slow
When I find my peace of mind
I'm gonna give you some of my good time

Today love smiled on me
It took away my pain, said please
Oh let your ride be free
You gotta let it be, oh yeah

Where I go I just don't know
I?ve got to, gotta, gotta take it slow
When I find my peace of mind
I'm gonna give you some of my good time

Oh so polite indeed
Well I got everything I need
Oh make my days a breeze
And take away my self-destruction

It's bitter baby and it?s very sweet
I'm on a roller coaster but I'm on my feet
Take me to the river lay me on your shore
Well I'll be comin? back baby I'll be comin? back for more
Do do do do ding go sing a dong bong go ding ba domba somba nomba cong dong bing
I could not forget but I will not endeavor simple pleasures are more special but I won?t regret it never

Where I go I just don't know
I?ve got to, got to, gotta take it slow
When I find my peace of mind
I'm gonna give you some of my good time

Where I go I just don't know
I might end up somewhere in Mexico
When I find my peace of mind
I'm gonna keep it for the end of time

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April 6th, 2004


02:44 pm
name: Ryan
birthday: June 18, 1988
siblings: erin, the knocked up junkie.
hair color: brown
height: 6'0"
been in love: idk
done drugs: no
eaten an entire box of oreos: no
been on stage: only once... but i'll be back. CENTER STAGE BIAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
been dumped: kind of, but assholes get dumped a lot.
gotten in a car accident: minor ones like idiots rear ending my mom.
dyed your hair: yes
ran around naked in front of people: yes
choked in front of pplz on my own spit or drink: probably
gone to school in your pajamas: no
gotten a detention: two. both with armen. hmm.....
loved someone so much that it made you cry: no.
( *OPPOSITE SEX *)
do you like someone right now: no
do they know: he knows i dont like him anymore
what do you look for in the opposite sex: someone funny and cares about me
do you think you could see yourself marrying this person you like: not unless he changes
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
( *FRIENDS* )
who do you see most often: ted.
most annoying friend: if lena is my friend, her, if not, max, because he assaults me a lot.
who's the loudest: again, if lena, definately. if not, um... well, no one. Im very loud, if that counts.
who's the shyest: max?
who are you jealous of: none
who has the best room: ted, because its the biggest.
who do you trust the most: no one is trustworthy.
who`s your bestfriend friend: ted and max and tim and ian and and and...
one you usually miss: max and tim, because i want to jam all the time.
( *WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS* )
had a serious talk: no
hugged someone: no
missed someone: yes
gotten along with your parents: yeaa
fought with a friend: no
cried: no
felt empty: no
( *DO YOU LIKE TO* )
give hugs: to chicks...
give back rubs: to chicks...
take walks in the rain: with chicks...
go to the beach: no
watch tv: yeah
do homework: i like the constructions...
play in the snow: no
stay up all night talking to friends: yeah
work out: no
talk on the phone: no
go online: yeah
kiss: yeah
( *WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS* )
is most likely to grow up to be a model: max
have known you the longest: ted?
( *HAVE YOU EVER* )
been to a concert: no
been out of state: yeah
gone skinny dipping: yeah
broken a bone: no
cheated on a test: yes
ran a marathon: No
met a famous person: yes, tony hawk, etc...
bought something and then sold it: yes
gotten drunk: yes
stalked someone: i dont remember, but knowing me, probably.
( *LOVE* )
single or taken: single
if u were gonna go out with anyone who would it be: someone i thought is good looking and fun.
have you ever had an online relationship: no
( *EXTRAS* )
what is your worst habit: swearing?
what makes you mad: not doing what i want to, not being a rockstar and famous.
scariest moment: damn... ive had a lot...
(* NOW *)
where are you: in my room
are you wearing any jewlery: no
when was the last time you showered: yesterday
what color pants do you have on right now: boxers with cards on them.
what song are you listening to right now: some music from a cheech and chong movie.
What`s the last thing you said: hah.
what is your computer desk made out of: wood
what was the last thing you ate: onion bread with chicken salad on it.
what would you really want to be doing right now: ROCKING!!!!!!!
if you were a crayon what color would you be: blue
who do u want to spend the rest of your life with: my band and some women.

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April 5th, 2004


05:52 pm - Guitar Center is the coolest.
Today- got up, sat around, played guitar, then went to Guitar Center where I played a Fender Standard Strat ($349.99) connected to a Marshall AVT150 ($739.99) and fell in love. Im gonna buy the Strat myself and put a little cash into the amp and get it for my birthday. This summer is gonna rock! I hope to have lots of band practices this summer. Who knows, we may even go gigging, if that's ok with everyone from the scene. hey? ey? So yeah.
-I started and finished 5 out of 10 of the constructions, which honestly took me maybe 30 mins. I did basically the same things for numbers 4 and 5, how about you guys?

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